Blame Canada

What is going on?
Only time can answer that question... (Or God... But what are the chances of that happening :P)

For the past two years, I've been confused whether I'm going to go study in Canada or not. There have been two such times where i was 99% sure that I was going. Then a week after that, well, I don't want to talk about it...

For the past 6 or 7 months, I was 100% sure that I am not going.
In fact just up until last week I was certain I'm not going. Then my Dad came and said our Canada Migration Visa is working out and that I should go study in Canada.

:|

My mom does NOT want me to go to Canada for various reasons.

I'm somewhere in between. A little part of me wants to go study there, but there is a part of me that wants to stay... Again, for various reasons...

Looks like only time will tell whether it is in my 'destiny' to go to Canada or not...